Its been a little while since I last wrote , Steve and I have both been feeling a little down and wanting to return to nz. We have spent nights talking about what to do and have decided to stick to our original plan of returning to nz when Josh is five. I think everyone over here has days when homesickness strikes and just returning from nz doesnt help. Josh is talking regulary now about what life will be like when we do go back and about the fun he had when we were home. Anyway I think we are both back on track now and will carry on. Jesse is still giving us a few worries with his feeding but manages to drink the minimum each day at least. He is growing and changing so much!!
well thats it for me tonight , the weather is cooler so hopefully will get a better nights sleep.